Showing posts with label identity crisis. Show all posts
Showing posts with label identity crisis. Show all posts

Thursday, March 12, 2009

“Change”

I’ve been named o’ver dozen times
Been pet of twelve,
Old and young,
Male and female,
I loved it better there,
never realized I was losing
when sold here.
Each previous home feels safer,
I was better of then,
this was always my first thought,
am I poor at fiddling with change?
Didn’t anticipate how change will change me,
Didn’t know how it would make me feel, fulfilled, fool.

Not all change made me what I wanted,
not the best I wanted to be,
once was I like plague,
to another, friend,
And now a trouble here,
I’d have love to be cat,
she gets more attention,
or better be rabbit
or a bird with stuck leg in cage,
they get more care that way,
but everyone feel I’m strong
I’m tough enough to be unsupported,

I bark, chase and get backed
Being backed I’m mad
Being mad I bite
Hated, stoned, I ran and strayed
to become a pet of another again…
am I created superior?
who am I?
a dog? a pet? a friend or foe or the four?
have I a right at all?
am I created inferior?
I sniff, I sense, I bark?
But I’m more than these!

-olaotan odunuga